Tuesday, January 18, 2005
The prom is just 3 weeks away, and I am still dress-less. Great.
We already found the shop where I can have my dress made, but then I
Owel, might as well drop the dress and not go to the prom at all.
Or maybe not. Sayang yung P1000 na bayad. Lol.
Too bad I wont have a date. :P
It was my decision anyway so nothing to fret about. But still, it’s THE PROM, and being a semi-dreamy-girly-girl, having a date would have made me feel…let’s just say…different. Hehe.
(If you know that I’m talking about/to YOU, then good. If not, too bad. :p)
Sorry if I decided to go stag.
I’m not being selfish or mean am I?
Coz whenever someone asks me about “having a date”, after I tell them that I’d be going stag they’d have different reactions…like the ff:
a) “Demonyita ka!! Baket?!”
b) “NGE! Ang baduy mo! Dapat nag-yes ka!”
c) “*frowns* Bakit naman? sayang naman..”
d) “ANO KA BA?! or HUWAAT!! ”
e) “yea I heard. *gives me THE STARE* tsk tsk…”
f) “alaaa..pano na si…”
g) “sayang naman. but I guess it’s better that way…”
h) “talaga! Yehey! Akin na lang yung mga nag-ask sayo! *Laughs*”
Lol. Okay, maybe letter h is fictional…but basically, that’s how people reacted.
They don’t know the whole story kasi, right Danielle? Ö
It would be stupid of me to mention names here and blab about the “whole story”, but here’s the gist:
I just want everyone to be happy.
I might not have made someONE extraordinarily happy (that could include myself), but at least I didn’t let anyone get hurt or feel guilty either. Coz if I had let the latter happen, then I’d be the one feeling guilty.
Eek. Im such a martyr. And I hate it. Haha. Deh.
I’m not just talking about the certain persons who asked…but also to those other people who’ll be affected.
It’s so hard to narrate the things I want to say without having to mention names and the “real reasons” behind it, but basically, that’s just what I really wanted. And so, I have this to tell to my future daughter/son/grandchildren: “You know my dears…back in high school, I decided to go unaccompanied during our JS Prom. *Smiles*”
Hehe.
Oh well.
The Lord must really love me. I was just ranting about not having a dress a while ago, and now, this is what happens. Hehe.
Byee! :D
Today’s January 18 so…
Happy Birthday
And
Happy Birthday Boggs!!! (my Kuya Jimboy slash Bogg Blanco! 16 ka na! Thanks for the pizza and the book! Ü)
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