Tuesday, January 18, 2005


the adult male of certain deer

Okay. Things have finally been settled. At last.

(Sorry if I have to write about this again…)
The prom is just 3 weeks away, and I am still dress-less. Great.
We already found the shop where I can have my dress made, but then I never really got to actually GO INSIDE coz either the shop is closed or we end up going some place else.
Owel, might as well drop the dress and not go to the prom at all.

hehe.

Or maybe not. Sayang yung P1000 na bayad. Lol.

Too bad I wont have a date. :P
It was my decision anyway so nothing to fret about. But still, it’s THE PROM, and being a semi-dreamy-girly-girl, having a date would have made me feel…let’s just say…different. Hehe.

(If you know that I’m talking about/to YOU, then good. If not, too bad. :p)
Sorry if I decided to go stag.
I’m not being selfish or mean am I?
Coz whenever someone asks me about “having a date”, after I tell them that I’d be going stag they’d have different reactions…like the ff:
a) “Demonyita ka!! Baket?!”
b) “NGE! Ang baduy mo! Dapat nag-yes ka!”
c) “*frowns* Bakit naman? sayang naman..”
d) “ANO KA BA?! or HUWAAT!! ”
e) “yea I heard. *gives me THE STARE* tsk tsk…”
f) “alaaa..pano na si…”
g) “sayang naman. but I guess it’s better that way…”
h) “talaga! Yehey! Akin na lang yung mga nag-ask sayo! *Laughs*”

Lol. Okay, maybe letter h is fictional…but basically, that’s how people reacted.
They don’t know the whole story kasi, right Danielle? Ö
It would be stupid of me to mention names here and blab about the “whole story”, but here’s the gist:

I just want everyone to be happy.

I might not have made someONE extraordinarily happy (that could include myself), but at least I didn’t let anyone get hurt or feel guilty either. Coz if I had let the latter happen, then I’d be the one feeling guilty.
Eek. Im such a martyr. And I hate it. Haha. Deh.
I’m not just talking about the certain persons who asked…but also to those other people who’ll be affected.
It’s so hard to narrate the things I want to say without having to mention names and the “real reasons” behind it, but basically, that’s just what I really wanted. And so, I have this to tell to my future daughter/son/grandchildren: “You know my dears…back in high school, I decided to go unaccompanied during our JS Prom. *Smiles*”

Hehe.
Oh well.

I gotta go now. Im gonna go to Laguna…again…to have my dress made! Woohoo! Haha. Finally.
The Lord must really love me. I was just ranting about not having a dress a while ago, and now, this is what happens. Hehe.

I’ll continue my “why I decided to become the adult-male-of-certain-deer aka stag” later. LOL.
Byee! :D

Oh, btw…
Today’s January 18 so…

Happy Birthday Cam!!! (John loves you…wahahahah. Jk. We all do ;) Mwah!)

And

Happy Birthday Boggs!!! (my Kuya Jimboy slash Bogg Blanco! 16 ka na! Thanks for the pizza and the book! Ü)

PS – Our DP in Physics is going to be exhibited tomorrow! Woohoo. (HAIL almighty Jana…HAIL the great Danni…:P) Look for the AC/DC set-ups. Magnetism causing electricity and vice versa. Genius huh? Haha. :P


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