Like my new template?!? Lol.

Wala lang. I just found the quote and the butterflies really…dramatic and dreamy. ;)

I still have to fix the whole thing though. Sabog pa.

But unfortunately, I’ve got tons of projects and other stuff to do…so I guess I’m gonna have to do away with that first.

I’ve beeeen super sleepy the whole day. Zzzzzz…

I woke up at 5:45 this morning and my bus arrived at 6:20. :o

Such a boring…lazy day…

It’s a good thing a couple of people kept me breathing the whole time. Knowing that people still care to make you laugh or would go through all sorts of hassles(?) just to see you, that would be enough to make you live for one more day. (Weird, why do I sound like I’m gonna “leave” soon..*knocks on wood*)

I was talking to a few friends of mine this afternoon, and before I knew it, I was depressed.

Not because of our physics project…

Nor was it because of our alg/trig project…

(though those 2 things do play a big role in my momentary gloominess as of this very moment…)

It was actually about our barkada.

We’re supposed to be 11 in the kada. Well…we used to be.

Now we’re down to 8.

But it seems to me that that number is going to grow even smaller…

I now not only have a “weird” family, but I also have a “weird” barkada.

Why?

Well, just like what a friend said, we’re only a “barkada by/in name”

We do hang-out during recess in our table in the canteen. But sadly, we aren’t even always complete during recess…

We do talk…chat…share stories… But the fact that we don’t share secrets…does that mean we lack trust with one another?

We do laugh a lot together…but never have I seen anyone of us call for help or cry to our whole barkada.

I don’t know if Im making any sense here…but for some reason, I feel awfully low now.

Accepting something Ive been trying to deny for the longest time would have to be hard for me.

I love my friends. I really really do. And I know them well enough to say that they do love each person in our barkada too.

But we all just seem to be falling apart. And if theyre just gonna let that happen, then I think Im gonna have to do something about it coz our friendship’s too important to me and I don’t want it all to lose color just like that.

Maybe all we need is a night of bonding…like a sleepover or something…

Or maybe another gimik…

I want to put all the broken pieces back together…before its too late. :o