Monday, September 25, 2006


hogging the pc
Finally finished that damned paper after a whole day of sitting in front of the pc, eating, chatting, mailing, calling, texting, talking, etc.

Cramming is bad. Very very very bad.
But then, thats what Ill be doing for the next couple of days.

Soc Sci 2 report later and Eng1 report tomorrow.
Math17 exam on Wednesday and NatSci2 exam on Thursday (this is what Im most worried about).

Im going to celebrate once this is all over, I swear.
Maybe that NLDS in Cebu will ease the strife in me.

Man, I need Chocnut.
Happy-fiers, anyone? :|

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Sunday, September 24, 2006


good times
Jana's debut was a blast. After not having seen my high school friends for the longest time, seeing them last night made me miss hanging out with them all the more.

My best friend was all pretty in her dress, and unsurprisingly, everyone showered her with all the compliments she deserved.

She really is perfect in her own way.
Truly the sister I never had.

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Advanced Happy Birthday hun!
Love you! :)
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISSIE!

I really cant imagine going through college without you. You have been my confidant, my study-mate, my companion, my listener, my co-dancer, my fave co-app, my fellow nerd, my best friend.

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All the laughs we shared for the past few months shall remain etched in me forever. Thank you for bearing with me and all my absurdities - I promise to make it up to you by treating you to our favorite source of happiness. :)

Oh and yeah, let the mush rush in, but this Ive got to say:
I dont need that Texas Square Sundae anymore...coz I already have you. :)

Hahaha.
Legal ka na! Happy 18th!
Love you Chrissie! :)

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Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

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Saturday, September 23, 2006


Yan ang malabo. Malinaw?
Pics from earlier this evening (Apps Presentation):
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I shall now abide by the philosophy which my dear friend so religiously practises:

"Dont chase em, just replace em!"

The Clarity of Labo stated that something or someone is malabo when one's expectations arent met by it/him/her. And although prior to the kalabuan, you actually thought that a spot of clarity would appear from afar, some twisted force falls short on you again and before you know it, youre back to square one.

But then, I also just realized how the whole "someone's bound to come my way" belief of single ladies is just a big, fat, lousy, myth. Sometimes, you just have to take things into your own hands.

Think about it.

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Im just confused by all the weird hirits everyone keeps on making.
They tell me and give hints that... but then when I... they just end up laughing as to avoid my question.
There are? They do? Who are they? Why? Eh di magparamdam sila! Haha. :P

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I KNOW IM GONNA REGRET WRITING ALL THESE, but what the heck.
I guess this is what lack of sleep and overabundance of stress does to a person whose sanity only hangs by a thread.

Yeah, thats me.

I need a life. A happy, worry-free, comforts-filled, (insert daydream here) life.
Hurrah :)

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(And no, it isnt what youre thinking. The icons arent related to the entry, okay? I just got them from a friend's LJ page. Puhleez. Lol.)

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Sunday, September 17, 2006


the week that was
Last week was a blur played on slow-mo. I dont know if thats even possible, but thats definitely how I saw those days that passed by.

Sunday started out early as I met with Chrissie and Mik to watch the UAAP Cheerdance Competition. The 2 and a half hours of waiting in line just to get Upper A tickets were fairly worth it. I sensed the pride that beamed from all the people that flocked the big dome - the reds, the blues, the yellows, and of course, the maroons. My heart pounded at the sight (and sounds) that literally shook the place. The pep squads were all jaw-dropping, but Id have to agree with the judges' final decision. UST did have a clean routine, FEU did wow the audience, and UP did great and got what I thought it deserved.

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I badly missed the GREEN though. Guess my heart is still attached to my alma mater after all.

And by the way, we had lunch with SIR LLAGUNO in Gateway before the competition! We were so surprised when we bumped into him coz we all thought he was already in the States. Turns out he's teaching in a private high school for RKs in Sta. Rosa now. It was so good to hear his hilarious comments again. Nothing can beat the memories our class had with him - from the loveteams down to the "basura" presentations. If only there were more teachers like him today...

Monday - After staying at the tambayan for hours, Ayen, Jerome, Eva, Meg, Alexis, Henry, and I all decided to eat dinner together. When youre on a tight budget, McDonald's or Jollibee is the way to go. Haha! I felt guilty going out late on a school night but...

Tuesday ceased that guilt to exist. Who wouldve thought that I could watch a movie late on a school night? Not me, thats for sure. From our trip to the Isawan, I have no idea how we all ended up at The Block to freeze and get disappointed with The Wicker Man. But despite that movie-choice-boo-boo, that was definitely a fun fun fun night thanks to the good company. ;)

Wednesday paved the way for a lot of firsts for me. F decided to meet and have lunch with me at Katips since he had a 4-hour break. He commuted all the way from Taft and we ate at World Topps as soon as he passed by my dorm. We both kept on babbling about our own college stories, and that was the only time I realized how passive I am when it comes to dealing with the opposite sex. I never knew other girls could be that aggressive. Hmm...maybe its time for me to polish my coquetry skills. Haha.

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The pretty sky taken by the BA steps after the Scav Hunt// Anton & I// After the scav hunt

And then there was the Scavenger Hunt for Execoun Week. It was more like Amazing Race if you ask me. We were all divided into 6 groups, and lo and behold, the group I was in finished dead last. Haha! But its quite fulfilling to know that our group managed to walk through the whole UP jungle. The other teams used their ingenuity to get to the different stations by riding the jeepneys and swaying the drivers, but our team insisted on walking through the whole thing - literally! And because we sort of knew that we were last already, we just decided to buy 2 bottles of water with the money that was left with us. And oh, I picked flowers from the different stations too, just for kicks. Lol.

Thursday was another weird day. Ricoy was required to watch Eternity (the one with Dingdong Dantes in it) for one of his subjects, and so after some good persuasion, we all decided to accompany him to have what we coined as EBS (Eternity Bonding Session, derived from UBE). As soon as we arrived at the Block, we found out that Eternity wasnt being shown anymore, so we had to decide between watching this action movie (to which the girls protested), John Tucker Must Die (which we badly wanted to watch because of oozing-hot Jesse Metcalfe) but the guys refused to watch a chick flick) and yes, You Are The One. Guess you wouldnt be surprised to know that we did end up watching Sam Milby and Toni Gonzaga. Hahaha! Whats surprising though is how we actually enjoyed the movie! It was one of those typical Filipino movies (with matching dance sequence), but the scenes were so corny that we actually kept on laughing at all of them. Never mind that we entered the realm of Jologian-ness, what matters is that we had fun. Haha :) (Vernard! Pachengcheng!)

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Friday got us all cramming for the required Fave EB/co-app thing for AIESEC. I stayed up till 5am that day to finish my paper Philo paper (only to find out that my professor wouldnt show up again), so my head was spinning the entire morning. Good thing someone stayed up with me and kept me sane even through texting, haha.
So anyway, I was so flattered when Alexis, Ricoy, Chrissie, and Basti chose me as their fave co-app. My heart doubled in size as I read the things they wrote. Chrissie was my fave co-app too, but if only I could, I wouldve written about them all. I heart you guys. Thank you, sobra! :)

I wasnt able to get home until Saturday night after my family picked me up at my dorm. We passed by SM to pick up my brother and headed to Greenhills after. As pitiful as this may sound, it was my first time to go there. Hahaha! (The first FIRST time was with Jana, Lav, Bea, and Ms Bing when we competed at LSGH for the All Girls Math Compe, but we only ate there so I dont think that counts). Im not much of a shopper like most girls, but getting to buy new clothes and shoes definitely brings about ephemeral bliss. Nyaha :)

As for Sunday, well, I really didnt get to do much yesterday after sleeping till 12 in the afternoon (coz I stayed up till 4 in the morning after downloading songs with jer-emo, lol). Lets just say I tried to reboot my stressed body and mind by enjoying simple homey luxuries like free food, airconditioning, DSL and cable TV. Aaah...how I long for that beautiful sem break to come.

Here's another interesting thing about my week: I didnt study AT ALL. Nyaha. Talk about slacking off. Must get my groove back. I need my muse! O:

And oh oh, my favorite time of the year is nearing! 98 days to go till Christmas! Whee! :D

Im super excited for Jana's debut at The Loft this weekend too! :) Cant wait to see Zobel people again. And having 2 of my bestest friends celebrate their 18th birthdays (Chrissie on the 24th) just gives me too much excitement to keep in. ;)

more pics at my multiply: click here!

Here's a shout-out to everybody's favorite stalker, Jer-emo Pa-deo! :D Haha! Hi Jerome! :)

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For lack of better things to write about...
Ive been waiting my whole life...just dont know what the hell for.

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Friday, September 08, 2006


ephemeral bliss
I have never had a better reason to smile :)

Or maybe I have...
but still, nothing can beat this feeling. :)

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Sunday, September 03, 2006


one sunday morning

Overdue pics from last Sunday's get-together at our house in Sta. Rosa

Vanity with cousins (complete with fugly pics and all :P)
Thats me, Bianca, Bea, and Brian :)
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And this was me, studying by the clubhouse pool, looking like a nerd 0_0
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home-damn-sick
Someone PLEASE take me home. :(

Home is where the heart is. So are the free food, big comfy beds, cable tv, free unlimited use of the internet, components, airconditioners, and lots of free space to just fall on and dream away.

I havent had enough sleep for the past few days. Somehow, I got caught up with the "great philosophical thinkers" that I forgot to sleep on the day of my exam. Pfft. I found the exam Uno-able (1.0 the highest) since I almost memorized everything anyway. Inches-thick readings that is. Phooey.

And I dont find it surprising how my other classmates find logarithms, variations or exponentials harder than functions. Mani lang yun compared to functions. Maybe its because I havent quite touched my big college algebra and trig book as much as I should have, but...(I know Ive said this before, but Ill say it again) Zobel Math still sucks. Its still function-less. Rarr.

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Applying to an org in UP means having to go through back-breaking toil in order to be actually be called a member. Party org or not, you still have to spend hours mingling, reading, typing, e-mailing, running, meeting, drinking, calling, texting, talking, YM-ing, and all those other "-ings".

Im glad I decided to apply for AIESEC. My used-to-be free time has now turned into work-on-your-internship-tasks time. Its exhausting and fun at the same time. Thats exactly how the whole 3 months of my college life has been like. So far - so Im still not complaining.

Im still waiting for that laptop and car that the cosmos have yet to bestow upon me though.Grant me thy needs, please.

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Im still torn - where should I go this Saturday night? :(
Abet's (barkada), Macky's (tropak), or rhia's (sr-g)?
3 birthday events on one night? Sana di na lang sabay-sabay :(

Chrissie's right. Were in dire need of partyyyyyy-ing.
We attempted to go to Drew's one night. But we ended up losing our want for alcohol and satisfied our need to rest and sleep instead.

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You know that youre a nerd when you feel the impulse to open that philosophical analysis book right after youve just taken a bath. With only a towel on and all.

You know that youre a nerd when you see a bus' plate number and see them as constants and variables.

You also know youre a nerd when you choose to solve math problems (because its needed) than watch CSI.

Damn. Im a nerd. 0_0
Lol.

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Oh btw, I just remembered. Chrissie, Fio, and I got to watch the Oblation Run. Chri took a (blurry) video. Fio went out. I looked away. I couldnt take it. It was scary. It was hot (as in mainit and sweaty). Its was controversial. It was noisy. But most of all, it was teenie-weenie DAW. Wth. Hahaha.

Okay, sabaw na. BYEE! :D

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come to my rescue
Happy Birthday Abet, Macky, and Rhia! :)

It sucks to have missed Macky's/Rhia's/Abet's parties just because I had fever last night. I missed out seeing high school friends Im badly missing. I initially tried to "hide" my being sick by acting normal yesterday morning. I even went to Pisay for my brother's family day and passed by Market! Market! later that afternoon. But my body gave up on me after. I reached Sta. Rosa shivering coughing, and sneezing like crazy. Ack. I hate being sick.

But aside from that, I think it was a semi-blessing in disguise because I got to rest for even just a night. I didnt touch my books, surf the net, worry about my exams (okay, maybe a little), and that, to me, was a big thing.

Im in dire need of a loooong exam/commuting/heat-free vacation.
One-month sembreak, please come sooner.

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And why is it so damn hot when its already September?
Arent -ber months supposed to be chilly already? :
Im already anticipating the colorful decorations, goodie-goodie songs, seasonal adverstising, big get-togethers, spendthrift gift-givings, and endless pigging out. Oh, and the giving and taking of love.
Christmas season, please come sooner.

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