This Tuesday sure is sss-looooowww.
Tuesdays are supposed to be fast-paced days.
But noooo, this Tuesday’s an exception. :o And I have no idea why..

I wasn’t able to post anything here during our computer class, so anyway…

I’m supposed to be watching One Tree Hill now. I just turned off the tv for a while to give it a few minutes of rest.
I hate dramas like this. It actually gets its message through…and that’s what makes me not like it. Why? Coz it makes you realize how real life can be.

In tonight’s episode, Lucas (played by *ahem* Chad Michael Murray), go into an accident with his uncle. He “flat-lined” (the thingy which reads the heartbeat) for a few seconds, and that meant that he was actually lifeless for a while there. After seeing that scene, I put down the pen I was holding, crumpled the paper I cut for my Econ homework, and I asked myself, “What if that had happened to me?” What if I lose my life at this very moment? Would anyone care? I guess a number of people would. But till how long will they care to remember me? Would they shower my wake with “good things” about me? That’s what people normally do, right? Kung kelan wala na yung taong mahal nila, saka nila naaalala yung mga magagandang nagawa ng taong yun. But wouldn’t that be too late already? Why not tell that person NOW that you love him or her, that you care for him or her, that you appreciate him or her…? I guess that’s the irony of life. The things that matter the most, the things that determine one’s life, the things that make up your life are…are the hardest things yet.

Whew. That was heavy. Why am I talking about death? *Prays*
Okay, I’m freaking myself out now, so I’m gonna stop.

But whoever you are who’s reading this, don’t be afraid to tell the person that you love how you feel. You’ll never know what may happen. :o

*change topic*
:D – See, that smile should help uplift my spirits. Hehe.

I had a really bad headache a while ago. As soon as I entered my room, I plummeted onto my double-deck bed and before I knew it, I was already asleep. All that “making puyat” has taken its toll on my body. :o I still can’t sleep before 12 midnight, and I always end up feeling sleeping right after classes are dismissed. And to make things worse, Danielle has been absent for the past 2 days now, so that leaves me gate-5-companion-less. Good thing a couple of friends have been visiting me at Gate 5. Though it’s only been a few days since I’ve been gate-5-companion-less (hehe), I’ve been surprised by their unexpected visits time and time again(?). So thanks to them, I don’t feel like a loner or whatever in the secluded world of gate 5. ;)

Oh, and I hope I my parents allow me to go to the YFC HS Conference on Saturday. That would be a whole-day event and I’m sure that that’s definitely going to be one heck of an experience, so I really really hope I can go. :o Wish me luck! ;)