Wednesday, July 20, 2005



Stay

You say I only hear what I want to.

Some people hear what they only want to hear.
They believe in what they want to believe.
They turn deaf whenever they hear something contrary to what they want to think, or contrary to what others would like them to think.
They reason out with unsound defenses and stick to them no matter what.
No explanation is good enough for them.
No answer is ever right.

But I think I have gotten a hold of this weird immunization to that rigidness people often send out.

I care BUT I dont care.
I opt to not care anymore, coz it'll only make my brain hurt even more.

Seeing that they dont care YET knowing that they still care.
They choose not to let their pride out of the way and remain in their own secluded territories.

If this happened to me years ago, I wouldve probably broken out and surfaced as a sucky, miserable, nimwit filled with all the pathetic-ness of the world.
But too bad for them, I think Im already a step closer to the Stage 6 of Justice/Forgiveness/or whatever you call that thing we learned in CL.

I still care, yet I choose not to care.
Plain and simple.

Makes life easier for me.
And harder for them.

Pride. Ego. Tsk. Tsk.

Haaay. =O
- n|x - was loved at 10:52 PM
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