Wednesday, February 08, 2006


of drama and surprise
I never thought that there would actually come a day when she and I would end up meeting in the girls' bathroom and, like a scene in a movie, hug each other tightly as tears fall.

Usually, Id have words flowing out of my head in situations like that. But when I was faced with that moment, I was at a loss for words. I knew not why things had to happen like that, and yeah, I was probably just as frustrated as she was, but another part of me totally understood.

I know how it is to lock away whats inside. I knew the fears and the risks. So I understood.
What I didnt understand was how words found it hard to flow from one person to another.
And between friends, I find that even harder to comprehend.

I guess thats just really how we were. I just hope that thats not how were going to be forever.

Im fearing that forever might end in a few weeks, so instead of letting it all pass me by, Ill try to muster enough courage to finally open up the gates and at the same time, be someone else's key. :)

Dont worry hunny, things will fall into place. No more tears...for any of us. :)

***

I thought they were just kidding when they first told me, but now that Ive confirmed it, I can die happily now. Sort of. Haha. Prospects are fun. Brings out the little girl in every troubled teen. :)

***
I was given half an hour to pick out a prom dress, and I got to buy one in 20 minutes (or less). Beat that, prom crammers :)

If I had a prom-worthy dress last year (with the long train and all), this year's going to be a different story. Im going for the yes-I-still-look-like-the-ordinary-me look. Haha. The excitement Im feeling now is incomparable to my last year's sentiments (malamang dahil Senior na), but Im still looking forward to it. Ive got a few weeks left to spend with my friends and the rest of my batch, so I might as well make the most out of it. :)

Hassle nga lang, coz Im gonna have to stay in the hotel room till 12pm on Sunday since Ill be going to Ateneo for the dinner thing-slash-brainwashing at around 3. So that means, sabaw ako pagpunta ko sa Ateneo kasi di ako matutulog ng Saturday. Bwaha. Good luck to me! :D

[ i care so much that i dont.
i remember so much that i wont.]

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