Monday, October 15, 2007


Do I really want this?
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Taking it from Kiel's YM status, the question got me thinking.

We often get ourselves into things that we end up either loving or regretting. I think there's no gray area there, because if you really love something, then youre gonna want to keep on doing it despite of everything that may get in the way. If not, then you eventually reach a point where you try to evaluate if what youre doing is even worth all the effort that youve put into whatever you started.

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Most people have a bad habit of wanting to always be in the right direction, of wanting to know exactly where to go and what to do - when in fact they dont. Because the point really is to find out what is actually happening, and not dwell on how you picture them to be. We think that if we do what were supposed to do then everything will work out just the way we wanted them to. But most of the time, fate plays with us and things screw up - but we keep on believing it anyway.

I say instead of asking what youre supposed to do, why not ask yourself again? Do you really want it? Do you want it here and now? Knowing what you should do can come easily - its figuring out how to do it thats hard.


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Hah. Writing for everyone to see makes one feel so vulnerable and relieved at the same time.
Maybe thats what makes people keep on doing it - knowing that you are being judged by someone else other than yourself.
- n|x - was loved at 11:51 PM
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