Saturday, December 04, 2004


My say..
No I am not this mushy…all the time. Contrary to “popular belief”, I have already turned a full 180 degrees… away from my old sentimental, cheesy self. Not that being sappy is bad (so no offense to slushy people out there), but people used to think that I was always…alone…or unhappy…or loveless…or even pathetic. I don’t know. They thought that being a part of the romance department was something a person turns to when he/she has got nowhere else to go. They thought that if you were into slow music or writing poems, then you shall be labeled as the “senti one”. Well, I shall beg to disagree with that now. Not everyone who’s in touch with their feelings, and is open about them, can be considered “senti”. All the more, shall being “senti” be linked to being “pathetic”, “hopeless” or being “baduy”. We’re all schmaltzy (aka mushy) in our own ways. As much as most people hate to admit it, I’m sure that each and every person who’ll get to read this would agree with me if I say that we all have moments wherein we just lie on our beds in the middle of the night, and just think about it. And by it, I mean…well, yea, that thing called “love”. So please, don’t judge me right away after reading these blogs. I do feel the compulsion sometimes to just write about what I feel. I’ve been doing this for a long time already, and now that we’re in the 21st century, I thought that maybe I could use this oh-so-wonderful invention of man to share my thoughts and to just simply spill my brain and heart out to people I know, to people who would like to know me through my writings, or just merely to let other people, like me, relate to things that they too often brood over.

P.S.- Please feel free to post comments about my blogs. I’d like to know your reactions and see how you feel about them too. Whether they are stupid or touching, pointless or inspiring…tell me. It would be unfair if I let myself be the only one blabbing here…feel free to talk balk.:D oh, and please pardon me if you find a lot of typos or grammatically incorrect stuff...i dont proofread my blogs, so there.;P

- n|x - was loved at 5:51 PM
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