Sunday, May 01, 2005


Goodbye Letter
A Goodbye Letter
(note: got this from somewhere...)

Dear Boy,
I couldn't keep it in, so here I am writing to you.
I don't know if you'll hear me, or if you'll even bother to listen...but to spare myself from further regret, allow me to end this with you.

You were mine first, but I guess you just lost grip and let go.
You let go maybe because I wasn't letting you in in the first place...and I'm sorry.
I know you're sorry too, but I just can't see it, so maybe...if you're listening right now, maybe you can tell me that...

A lot of things happened in between.
You were hers. And I was his.
But despite all that, a feeling in me lingered the whole time.
And by the way you looked at me, I could tell...that I never left your heart.
You even told me so, and thank you for making me a part of your life.

Along the way, our roads intertwined, and we both got tangled up.
They all doubted us, they all observed with judging eyes...and for a while, we both didnt mind.
But it was all too messy to even be fixed.
It was all too complicated to even be made right.
It was all too hard for it to even feel right.
And that's why now I'm letting go.

I took the risk, yet the risk proved to be too much for me.
Maybe you were a mistake.
Maybe they were right...I do deserve better.
Maybe they were right...you're not good enough for me.
But maybe, my heart was right...you were worth the risk.

I would hate for this to end.
But I would hate it even more if I keep on holding on to something I know will never work out.

But dont get me wrong, I would keep on holding on, if only you'd refuse to let go.
Do get me right, the strings would remain attached and I'd not let it wane just like that.

But for now, I say goodbye to you.
Thank you for all the laughs, the tears,
the tickles, the fears,
the hugs, the kisses,
the hurt, and most especially...the love.

I will forever remember...
the way you looked at me,
the way you held my hand,
the way you thought of me,
the way you made my heart beat,
the way you looked in my dreams,
the way you made me feel whole,
and how you gave me a reason to live.

I still love you.
But goodbye for now.

Till I fall for you again...

Love,
Girl

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Broken Sonnet by Hale

And now i concede
On the night of this fifteenth song
Of melancholy, of melancholy
And in this next line
I’ll say it all over again
That i love you, i love you.

I don’t care what they say
I don’t care what they do
‘cause tonight i’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.

Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.

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