Ill be getting my UP status letter tomorrow. Ill be submitting my requirements for this scholarship Im applying to come Friday (as if being an Iskolar ng Bayan isnt enough). Ill probably confirm my slot soon too. And I guess I have to finalize things with Lav and Jeanne since we might live together along Katipunan or inside UP.

I just realized how alone Im gonna be once Im there. Im super glad Im gonna be with Lav and Jeanne. But Jeanne's going to the Ateneo. And Lav's gonna have Rocky (haha). Ive been thanking God for having Chrissie take the same course as mine, but she might end up living with her relatives in Marikina. Wuaah.

My Mom knows how much I suck at being alone. I either end up getting lost, getting robbed, or getting harassed *LTO experience* (well, not really, but you get what I mean).

Back in High School, I always wanted someone there by my side. When the so-called High Average Class aka the Honor Section was removed, I was relieved and scared at the same time. Relieved since finally, I could mingle with my other batchmates. Scared, coz none of my kabarkadas were my classmates. Add to that the fact that my bestfriends were in the same section that was farthest from mine. But hey, a whole schoolyear has passed and I managed to overcome being "alone" and actually made new and great friends.

There was this one week I did feel soooooooo alone though. Id go out of the classroom without anyone waiting for me. Id leave with my heavy bags without having anyone to help me carry them. Id go through a whole day without laughing my heart out like I used to.

And I hated it.

And I think Im hating this one too.

*My head is spinning. Spinning. Spinning.*

Having to stay at home with nothing better to do but stalk people's LJs/multiplys/friendsters/whathaveyous and watch insane reality shows on TV really could make one go sick.

Add to that the fact that Im feeling people-sick.
Yeah sure, people can get homesick, since I guess they miss their "home".
Well, in my case, yeah its people.

Bleh.
My parents are leaving for HongKong on Friday without ME.
Bleh.
Cao's leaving in a few hours.
Bleh.

Whattasummer.
Hurrah. :D

Hope everyone else is having more fun than me.
Im pathetic, am I not? :P

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Something I learned from Jay Leno's show:

"go blog yourself"
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