Today I...
DROVE OUR MANUAL CAR ON THE HIGHWAY!!!

Kahapon lang ako natuto magdrive, and oh my gaaas, highway?! on my 2nd day?! Lol.
I drove all the way to Laguna.
Yes, Laguna. San Pedro, Laguna. Haha. (Jow!! Lol.)
And I was able to drive through the busy and crowded highway with a thumping heart.
Nakaabot ako sa Supermarket! And I was able to park!
Haha.
Yea I know, I sound TOO excited.
But hey, if youve only tried driving a car for a total of 3 hours and managed to drive on the highway with all those buses, jeepneys, and pedestrians, youd feel the same way. =D



I got my Student Permit yesterday from LTO, right?
But now, I CANT FIND IT!

I took this picture using my phone while I was still in the car. I had my bag, and a grocery bag with me then, but now its nowhere to be found!Waaah. Hahaha.
But "I smell fishy" here! (Sino ngang nagsabi nun? Lol.)
My parents were constantly asking me questions about my permit, since I told them that I couldnt drive back home from Mercury Drug coz I couldnt find it anywhere.
My mom was at the back seat and she constantly nagged me about having my permit with me all the time.
Hmmm...
Baka nasa kanila...
I HOPE. *crosses fingers* =D
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Im too lazy to type anything with sense.
I still have to work on my !@#&?@# Fil term paper on Dyslexia.
Grrr..
7 pages to go (that means, I havent even started on anything yet, haha).

Im gonna watch Serendipity or The Notebook later.
Maybe then Id be "inspired" to write something.
=P

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For now, Im gonna flood this with quotes. =D

*& i've fooled myself for a little while.
thinking everything is okay trying to hide it with a smile.
im trying to act like it's all a dream..but everything starts to fade..
& this is all more real than it seems
yeah im tryin my hardest to keep everything okay,but this is life,
& you don't always get your way.
even if i go to sleep with tears streaming down my cheeks at night
i know life is tough..& it's alright

*i make mistakes. i have regrets. i hate being alone.
i can't go a day without spilling something on myself.
i hate school. i never call anyone back. i don't like being wrong.
im a huge procrastinator. i act a lot smarter than i actually am.
i hate being ignored. i cry. im shy.
i can't start a conversation with anyone. i have enemies. i can't sing. i have horrible balance. i laugh way to loud. i can't look anyone in the eye.
many things just seem to get to me.
iM NOT PERFECT

*do you ever get that feeling where you dont want to talk to anyone & you dont want to smile & you dont want to fake being happy but at the same time...
you really dont know whats exactly wrong either...

*No more holding it in
How many years can I pretend
Nothing never goes the way it should
No more sitting in this place
Hoping you might see it my way
Cause I don't think you ever understood
That what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away

*You think of me as that girl.. that girl who helps u with ur girlfriend problems… who will mend every broken heart… or wipe every tear....that girl whos always just the friend.. & I guess that’s fine. Forget about me. The same way you forgot who you are.
I fell in love with him, not you.

*Why do I jump out of my seat when you I.M. me?
Why is it every time I hear someone talk about you I smile?
Why is it I catch myself thinking about you all the time in class?
I tell myself over and over that I don’t like you
I tell myself that I’m over youI don’t want to like you
But in a way I cant help it..i just do.

*just when you least expect it, you start to picture yourself with him
*& you think about the way he makes you happy
*&you see how it all makes sense.
*& you realize you care about him a lot more than you think.

*I just wish I knew what he thinks about me. Does he adore me, as adore him? Does he smile when he sees me walk by? Is he dying inside because he wishes he could tell me how much he cares? I guess all I can do is lay here & wonder.