These came from emails...
Cant help but post them here. Truth caught my attention. Haha.
Does your name begin with: D
Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full-steam ahead in your suit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvements, sometimes possessive and jealous. You are very sharp and talented, often with a sense of humour. When people bother to look deep inside, they cannot resist what they see. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open attitude. You get jealous of other people and lose your temper.
Does your name begin with: N
You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you. There are no holds barred. You are all-consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.
MARCH
Attractive personality
Affectionate
Shy and reserved
Secretive
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic
Loves peace and serenity
Sensitive to others
Loves to serve others
Not easily angered
Trustworthy
Appreciative and returns kindness
Observant and assess others
Revengeful
Loves to dream and fantasize
Loves travelling
Loves attention
Hasty decisions in choosing partners
Loves home decors
Musically talented
Loves special things
Moody
ARIES
Turn Ons
Aries are naturally active and vibrant people and they have affinity for such people too. You will have to increase your pace to be in step with them. Remember they leave tortoises and snails way behind without even glancing at them once. They like and appreciate frank and straightforward persons. With them you can be your true self that is no pretenses (but dont try your luck being over frank- they are volatile). If you are in love with Ram, then you have to show your enthusiasm in all their activities (you can always yawn later).
Turn Offs
Do not tell an Aries that s/he may be wrong lest you may stir a storm in a teacup. But instead do what you feel is right and of course do not take the credit for the work done well. Aries people are very faithful and passionate lovers. Do not give air to the smoldering fire within them by making them jealous. No flirtations or fooling around with others in their presence unless of course you wish to write your death wish (you will be granted).
My zodiac sign is Aries, but Danielle and I think we were supposed to have been born on each other's birthdays. She's the Aries. Im the Piscean.
Pisces
Turn Ons
Pisces are very sensitive and charming people. If you are looking for someone who is understanding and can understand your feelings then you have met the right person. You should appreciate their feelings too and in the time you need them, they will help you. Pisces have keenly developed sixth sense and have great intuitive powers. Their hunches may usually be on the mark. But they can exhaust their physical and mental energies. They are born dreamers and you can build palaces with your dream lover (only in real life, it may become a little difficult preposition).
Turn Offs
Pisces are dreamers and you should not expect them to have worldly ambitions. They are not materialistic in nature. It is not that they like living below the poverty line, but they have no earnest desire to accumulate wealth. They are very sensitive and you have to be always careful about their feelings. The fishes are capable of drowning you in tears (even men born under the sign). Pisces people are very intuitive but do not depend on them to make decisions on important matters.
Did you know that...
those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible?
those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them?
the three most difficult things to say are: "I love you" "Im sorry" and "help me?"
those who dress inr ed are more confident in themselves?
those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?
those who dress in black are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?
its easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? but did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?
if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?
you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, youd be surprised by what you could do?
- n|x - was loved at 11:39 PM
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on a mission
ivi should be working on my film reviews now but...
Ive never really actually thought about it until now.
To have been so blessed enough to have a glimpse of what youve been wanting all along is overwhelming. But I didnt know how even more mind-blowing it would be to let it all just pass you by.
In fact, Im at a loss for words.
I cant even seem to think straight, now that the roads ahead are tied up.
After talking to a few friends who knew what was going on, I realized that I have shunned these thoughts long enough.
I tried my best to just let it make its way through the end, but turns out I couldnt handle it.
You understood after all. Beyond my expectations even.
I was the one who didnt. Coz I tried not to.
But now that I do...
I may have had let one hand go, but now I know, letting go of the other is out of the question.
Im on a mission.
And accomplishing it is a must. :)
- n|x - was loved at 10:56 PM
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
i need ME back
ive been screwing up a hell lot lately.
first, the thursday night fiasco (which I so regret doing).O:
ive forgotten all about it already, but it seems like everyone else hasnt yet.
i just want this week to end so that people will finally get over it.
(oh, and i hate the fact that theyve got evidence too. haha. sht.O: delete them please, maawa kayo O: lol)
then, there are my grades.
for the first time ever in my high school life, my Mom commented on my grades.
they usually dont say anything to me whenever they receive my report card, but my second term grades sure caught my Mom's attention. believe it or not, the couple of questions that my Mom asked sunk to me.
"what happened?"
O:
I had no answer to give. Coz even I didnt know.
Goodbye top 10. :( :( :(
(what made me laugh though, was the fact that the teachers still gave me a conduct grade of A :D woohoo! haha)
ive been stressing myself out lately too over unimportant, counterproductive things.
and that sure hasnt been helpful either.
my priorities are all over the place. grr.O:
why am i even ranting about this here, you ask?
coz i want to let this all sink in so i can do something about it.
i want the old Nikki back.
oh wait, I want an improved Nikki.
thats what i should be working on.
wish me luck! :)
***
We officially declare Senior-G as professional crammers.
We crammed our Math & Science classroom decoration thingy in 2 days.
The first time the judges were supposed to enter our classroom, we begged Sir Ezrel to convince them to check ours after recess, coz if they saw how much of a mess the inside still was(?), we wouldve died of embarassment right there and then.
Good thing we managed to work our butts off and sort of pulled everything together.
Sir Ezzie even said the judges stayed the longest in our classroom. >:D Haha.
Win or lose, Im still gonna be proud of my class.
Good job, guys! :)
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Will be staying away from excessive YM-ing from now on.
Having this PC just right at the foot of my bed caused me a lot of sleepless nights and report card points.
Haha.
See, Im working on the "new and improved" Nikki already. :D
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Happy Birthday IC!
Gtg now. This has been one useless post. Woohoo! :D
Tata! :)
- n|x - was loved at 10:21 PM
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Sunday, January 22, 2006
wish ko lang
"Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight. " - Peter 3:3-4
TV-watching has been rare for me these past few weeks - months even.
But the moment I turned the television on yesterday afternoon, I didnt think Id be hit by something so beautiful.
Meet Cring Cring and her sister.
I wasnt really able to pay much attention to the details coz I was too busy holding back my tears.
Shown on the screen were two young ladies with underdeveloped bodies.
Their arms were literally twisted and their legs were bent in a way one could never imagine.
But despite those deformities, I was struck by how they both had smiles on their faces.
For every camera shot, a smile could be seen.
They were born to very poor family. Out of the 5 children, only 2 of them were beyond normal.
Because of their condition, they have been deprived of many things that normal teenagers go through. But if there's one thing they dont lack - it would be love from their family.
When asked, "Bakit ka nakangiti?"
Cring Cring answered, "Kasi alam ko love ako ni Papa..."
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If only everyone could look past everything they lack, and appreciate what they already have, then maybe genuine smiles emanating true happiness wont be too hard to find.
If only we could all stop judging people for their physical appearance, then maybe we'd all be reminded that a person's real worth lies far beneath the surface.
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Cring Cring turned 18 the day they shot this episode of Wish Ko Lang on GMA.
They gave both of them lots of gifts and surprises.
Ill soon be turning 18 too.
Ive been thinking of what extra-special I can do for my debut aside from a fancy party that only I can really enjoy.
Now I know what to do. :)
- n|x - was loved at 5:12 PM
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Saturday, January 21, 2006
thursday night
Thursday was crazy.
One off my list.
And no, Im not proud of it either. Haha.
It all just happened so fast. And by fast, I mean fast.
I dont even remember half of what was happening around me.
Good thing I got to pull myself together (sort of) and manage to act sane until I got home.
All I know is that Im super thankful to my friends who took care of me.
I love you guys to pieces. :)
And despite the unconscious and embarassing blunders, I still had fun.
That surely was one heck of a night.
- n|x - was loved at 6:10 PM
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Friday, January 20, 2006
myspace_inside
The year friendster, Hi5, myspace, hipstir, pinoyster, whatever-ster came popping out of everywhere, I went with the whole fad and made my own accounts.
I posted this one >blog in myspace< (Okay, time for mawkish sentimentality.)
Tuesday, November 25, 2003
Follow your heart?
So they say your head is put on top of everything else for a reason - for us to think first before we jump into anything, to deem on profound thoughts before getting something done, to use our brains primarily before anything else. But still, we should admit that these things are pretty hard to do at times. What if your heart is opposing whatever your head is telling you? Should you cling to the helpless feeling you get every time you encounter these clashes of verdicts? You are magnetized to whatever your heart is telling you for it is YOUR heart. It epitomizes the inner voice in you, which we perhaps should care to warily listen to.
Stupid decisions? Well yes, weve all made them, went through them, and learned from them.
